Today Is Brought To You By...
A piece of my heart.  


Yup, that's right.  I will bleed it out for you, right here on the razorbladed keys...

I want to carve my female body parts out and off, so that I never have to feel this way about anyone ever again.  I want to drive my prized car off a fucking cliff.  I was a tender rose he plucked the petals off of.  Now I am beyond wilted ash.  I will die alone, a sad and lonely death.  Where else is Lilith to go without her Samael if she refuses to participate in the procreation part of the human race?  I might be Lilith reincarnate, if so, I walk among you because I am being punished.  I see the eyes of the Spirit within his children and I pray they pray to their God that he releases me, if he is indeed a forgiving God.  I wish for transcendence away from Earth.  This is a horrible place that I do not wish to ever come back to.  Under the reign of teasing, always giving and taking away... I refuse to advocate it and be a part of it anymore.  I think the love between a man and a woman is very rare.  I think I will never be lucky enough to find it.  I would like the lesson over and all pain to end now.  As to prove how serious I am, I protest by hunger and smoking until there's nothing left.  The little joy I can bring to humanity does not fulfill me.  I am only half of something that has an eternal missing half.  That is no good.  Nothing fits and stays when it comes to love.  I do not want to be a part of your patriarchial, non-monogamous, discriminating and unforgiving species anymore.  You and yours can choke on my giant, metaphorical, femi-nazi cock.